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|A   |A   |F#m E |F#m D |

[Verse 1]
D                                 F#m
I buried a poem under each of the places we used to go
                   A
In hope that you'd find one and read it so you know
           F#m    E    F#m    D
How I feel (How I feel)


[Verse 2]
D                                 F#m
I had a dream and this is what it was
                                                  A
You walked away with Mark and my phone started to buzz
                           F#m E  F#m  D
Yeah, better luck next time


[Chorus]
D
Oh, I never hated you
                  F#m
I don’t even hate them

I just hate myself
A
Oh, I never hated you
                  F#m
I don't even hate them
       E          F#m        D
I just hate myself


[Verse 3]
D                                  F#m
How unfair that he gets to run his dirty fingers through your hair
            A
And when we fought he was always standing there
                  F#m    E    F#m    D
In the back of my brain, of my brain


[Verse 4]
D                                       F#m
A smile so cruel and the smell of his cologne
                                                  A
Could put me in a trance where his blood was on my hands
                           F#m    E    F#m    D
But that's what mad people do


[Pre-Chorus]
D                                        F#m
But who’s to say that you still think of me
                                                   A
I'm just weak and miserable and only five foot three
            F#m    E    F#m    D
How do I compare?


[Chorus]
D
Oh, I never hated you
                  F#m
I don’t even hate them

I just hate myself
A
Oh, I never hated you
                  F#m
I don't even hate them
       E          F#m        D
I just hate myself


[Bridge]
D
Just to clarify
                               F#m
I beat myself up every night
            A
Taking shit out on you
            F#m    E    F#m    D
I was never right


[Instrumental Interlude]
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|A   |A   |F#m E |F#m D |

[Chorus]
D
Oh, I never hated you
                  F#m
I don’t even hate them

I just hate myself (I just hate myself)
A
Oh, I never hated you
                  F#m
I don't even hate them
       E          F#m        D
I just hate myself
D
Oh, I never hated you
                  F#m
I don’t even hate them

I just hate myself (I just hate myself)
A
Oh, I never hated you
                  F#m
I don't even hate them
       E          F#m        D
I just hate myself


[Instrumental Outro]
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