C Ab Am F
C Em Am F
C Ab Am F
C Em Am


[Verse 1]
                C     G F
Filling in my calendar
                           C G F
Every hour with stuff to do
                             C G F
If I can't stop to think of it
                               C G F
I won't have time for missing you
                            C G F
I haven't called up my family
                             C G F
I'm avoiding my oldest friends
                                 C G F
Maybe I'll just make some new ones
                      F
So I don't have to pretend I'm happy
   F
Alone at the party again


[Chorus]
C        Em            Am          F
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
       C      Em        Am       Ab
I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to
 C   Em           Am          F
How long is this supposed to take
       C       Em     Am       Ab
'Cause I love you and I need that to change


[Interlude]
C G F x2


[Verse 2]
                       C G F
Maybe it was destructive
                  C G F
To go catch a crush
                                C G F
I've built this up into something
                 C G F
That it never was
                          C G F
But if my memory serves me
                              C G F
Like my self-worth rarely does
                                 C G F
This started just like the ending
                    F
Trying to play it cool enough
       F
And leaving with an awkward hug


[Chorus]
C        Em            Am          F
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
       C      Em        Am       Ab
I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to
 C   Em           Am          F
How long is this supposed to take
       c       Em     Am       Ab
'Cause I love you and I need that to change


[Bridge]
C Ab Am

               F               C  Ab Am
We joked that this would be easier
       F            C  Ab Am
For whoever cared less
              F               C Ab Am
I guess that makes me the loser
         F          C
But I'm trying my best


[Interlude]
C Em Am F
C Em Am Ab


[Chorus]
                       Am          F
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
       C      Em        Am       Ab
I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to
 C   Em           Am          F
How long is this supposed to take
        C      Em     Am         Ab            C Ab Am
'Cause I love you, I don't want that to change
    F              C Em Am F
I need it to change


[Outro]
C Ab Am F
C Em Am Ab